The Revenant’s Balance
PART 1
The coffee in my mug was instant, black, and bitter enough to strip the enamel off a tank. It was the only thing grounding me in the reality of 7:00 AM in a Brooklyn apartment that smelled faintly of old plumbing and lemon polish.
I stood at the counter, staring at the hairline crack running down the side of the white ceramic. It was a structural failure waiting to happen. Just like me.
My thumb traced the rim. I didn’t need much. My life had been whittled down to the essentials: a bed, a stove, a lock on the door that I’d reinforced three times, and a silence that was loud enough to drown out the echoes of Kandahar if I concentrated hard enough.
I looked down at my clothes. The gray cardigan was unraveling at the left cuff, soft as tissue paper from a hundred washes. My jeans were worn at the knees. To the average observer, I looked like a woman who was barely holding on. A woman who clipped coupons and took the bus because the subway was too expensive. A woman who was invisible.
That was the point. Invisibility was the best armor I had left.
My phone buzzed against the laminate counter, vibrating like a trapped insect. The screen lit up, slicing through the dim morning light.
NOTIFICATION: PRESTIGE FIRST NATIONAL BANK. ACCOUNT MAINTENANCE REQUIRED. PLEASE VISIT YOUR LOCAL BRANCH IN PERSON.
I stared at the message. My pulse didn’t quicken—my pulse hadn’t quickened in years, not since the extraction in Yemen—but a cold knot of annoyance tightened in my gut. In person. I hated “in person.” “In person” meant variables I couldn’t control. It meant crowds. It meant loud noises and sudden movements and the exhausting effort of pretending I was just a woman in a cardigan and not a walking, breathing weapon system that had been decommissioned but not deactivated.
I reached for my keys. As I did, my sleeve rode up my left wrist.
There they were. The numbers. The coordinates. Tattooed in black ink that had faded to a dull charcoal. The location of a grave that didn’t exist on any official map. I yanked the sleeve down.
“Check the perimeter,” I whispered to the empty room. Old habits die screaming.
I checked the locks. Once. Twice. Then I stepped out into the hallway, the door clicking shut behind me like the slide of a pistol.
The city was screaming. That’s what it sounded like to me, anyway. To everyone else, it was just Friday morning. Traffic humming, horns bleating, the rhythmic thump-thump of bass from a passing car. To me, it was a threat assessment overload.
I walked with my head down, hands buried deep in my pockets, shoulders hunched. I blended into the flow of humanity like a drop of gray paint in a bucket of water. A mother pushing a stroller clipped my elbow; I didn’t flinch. A businessman shouting into his headset about “quarterly projections” nearly walked into me; I sidestepped him with a fluidity that he wouldn’t even register.
I was a ghost. I was nothing.
Prestige First National Bank sat on the corner of Fifth and Hamilton like a monument to things I didn’t understand. It was all marble columns, brass fixtures, and intimidation. The architecture wasn’t designed to welcome you; it was designed to remind you of how small you were. It whispered, Wealth lives here. Power rests here. You are either a guest, or you are trespassing.
The revolving doors were polished to a mirror shine, reflecting my distorted image back at me—a gray smudge against the gold.
A doorman stood guard. He wore white gloves and a burgundy coat, his posture rigid. As I approached, his eyes did the “sweep.” It’s the same sweep we used at checkpoints, only his criteria were different. He wasn’t looking for wires or detonators; he was looking for net worth.
His gaze lingered on my frayed cardigan, my canvas tote bag, my scuffed boots. He categorized me in a nanosecond: Non-essential. Low value. Nuance.
He didn’t open the door for me. He just looked through me.
I pushed through the heavy glass, stepping into the lobby.
The silence hit me first. It wasn’t the silence of peace; it was the silence of a vacuum. The air was conditioned to a crisp, sterile chill that smelled of leather and expensive cologne. The ceilings vaulted upward, adorned with chandeliers that looked like frozen explosions of starlight. The floor was cream marble, veined with gold, so polished that every footstep sounded like a gunshot.
Leather chairs sat in clusters. Abstract art—violent splashes of red and black that probably cost more than my entire apartment building—hung on the walls.
Everyone here looked… finished. Polished. Men in charcoal suits that fit like second skins. Women in dresses that signaled “designer” without needing a logo. Watches that caught the light, signaling status in Morse code.
I joined the line. It snaked through velvet ropes toward the teller stations.
Ahead of me, a woman was adjusting her sunglasses. We were indoors, but she was wearing them. Chanel. I could tell by the hinge. She sensed my presence—or maybe she smelled the scent of “public transit” on me—and glanced back.
Her eyes raked over me. Top to bottom. There was no kindness in that look, only a biological recoil. She took a small step forward, creating a buffer zone between her silk and my cotton.
I stared at the back of her head. I calculated how many seconds it would take to dismantle the security in this room. Two guards. One by the door, hand resting on a belt, not a holster. One near the vault, looking bored. Cameras in the corners, blind spots near the pillars.
Stop it, Ren. You’re just here to check a balance.
“Next,” a teller called out softly.
The line shuffled. I waited. I was good at waiting. I once waited three days in a foxhole outside of Kabul without moving, drinking water from a CamelBak and urinating into a sponge. Standing in a bank line was a luxury vacation.
But the atmosphere was shifting.
I felt it before I heard it. The air pressure in the room dropped. The hushed conversations stopped. It was the specific kind of silence that happens when a predator enters the clearing.
I didn’t turn around, but I saw the reflection in the polished brass of the pillar next to me.
The revolving doors spun.
He walked in like he owned the oxygen we were all breathing. He was a man in his fifties, silver hair swept back with aerodynamic precision. His suit was a shark-skin gray, tailored to hide any softness in his midsection. He moved with a stride that said he had never waited for anything in his life.
Two assistants trailed him like pilot fish. one tapping furiously on a tablet, the other juggling a coffee cup and a phone.
Dashel Ventress.
I didn’t know his name then, but I knew his type. I’d seen warlords with less arrogance and more honor.
He bypassed the line entirely. He didn’t even look at us. To him, the people standing between the velvet ropes were just furniture. He headed straight for the VIP counter at the far end.
“Garrett,” he announced, his voice booming across the silent lobby. He slammed a hand down on the marble counter. “I don’t have all day. Movement is money.”
The young banker, Garrett, looked like he was about to swallow his tongue. “Mr. Ventress! We… we weren’t expecting you. If you’d called—”
“I don’t make appointments, Garrett. I make decisions.”
Dashel turned, surveying the room. He was performing. He wanted an audience. He wanted us to know that the rules of gravity applied to us, but not to him.
His eyes swept over the leather chairs, the art, the cowering staff. And then, they landed on me.
He paused.
I was the anomaly. The glitch in his perfect, high-definition world. I was standing still, hands folded, staring at the middle distance.
He tilted his head. It was the look a child gives a bug before crushing it.
“Is this the food court line?”
His voice carried perfectly. The acoustics in here were fantastic.
A few people chuckled nervously. The woman in the Chanel glasses shifted, distancing herself further from me, aligning herself with the power in the room.
I didn’t react. I didn’t look at him.
“No, seriously,” Dashel said, stepping away from the VIP counter and moving toward the ropes. He was coming closer. “Sweetheart, you look lost. There’s a community credit union three blocks east. They have free lollipops. More your… demographic.”
His assistants smirked. One of them, the tablet guy, looked up and let out a short, sharp laugh.
The security guard near the door straightened up. His eyes locked on me. He wasn’t worried about the billionaire harassing a customer; he was worried the poor woman might cause a scene.
I finally moved. I turned my head slowly, deliberately, until my eyes met Dashel’s.
“I am in the right place,” I said.
My voice was low. It wasn’t angry. It was just a fact. Like saying the sky is blue or water is wet.
Dashel raised his eyebrows. “Are you? Because this is Prestige First. We have standards. Minimum balances. This isn’t a walk-in, walk-out establishment.” He gestured vaguely at my outfit. “I mean, I’m sure you’re a very nice… whatever you are. But we don’t do handouts here.”
He was waiting for me to cry. Or to yell. Or to run away in shame. He was feeding on the humiliation, metabolizing it into ego.
“The Community Bank is really friendly,” he added, his tone dripping with fake sympathy. “I hear they don’t even require ID if you look pathetic enough.”
I held his gaze for three seconds. In the field, three seconds is an eternity. In three seconds, I could tell you that his left knee was weak—he favored the right when he stopped walking. I could tell you he was terrified of aging—the dye job was expensive but obvious. I could tell you he was a man who had never been punched in the face, and it showed in the softness of his jaw.
I turned back to the front of the line.
“She’ll be out of here in ninety seconds,” Dashel announced to the room, laughing. “Taking bets, gentlemen. How long does it take to check a zero balance? Over/under is forty dollars.”
The line moved. I stepped up to the counter.
The teller was young. His name tag read Emory. He had kind eyes that looked tired. He looked at me, then flicked his eyes nervously toward Dashel, who was now leaning against the VIP counter, watching me like I was a reality TV show segment.
“Good morning, ma’am,” Emory said, his voice dropping to a whisper. He was trying to be gentle. He thought I was about to be embarrassed. “How can I help you?”
“I need to check my balance,” I said. “I got a maintenance notification.”
“Of course. Do you have your card?”
I reached into my canvas bag. My hand brushed past the small, hard shape of the pepper spray I carried—civilian weaponry, useless but legal—and found the card.
It was plain white. No logo. No bank name. Just a magnetic strip on the back and a chip.
I slid it across the marble.
Emory picked it up. He turned it over, frowning slightly. It didn’t look like a Prestige card. It didn’t look like a debit card. It looked like a key card for a hotel room.
“Ma’am, I’m not sure…”
“Swipe it,” I said.
Dashel was snickering behind me. “Come on, Emory. Don’t keep the lady waiting. She has cans to collect.”
Emory sighed and slid the card through the reader.
The computer screen between us flickered.
I watched Emory’s face.
He typed something. Then he stopped. He squinted at the screen. He clicked the mouse, then typed again, harder this time, as if percussive maintenance would fix the confusion.
“That’s… weird,” he muttered.
“What is it?” I asked.
“It’s asking for a secondary protocol,” Emory said. “Is this a joint account? A corporate holding?”
“Just a checking account,” I said.
“Okay…” He hit Enter.
The screen on his desk flashed.
It didn’t just change pages. The light from the monitor shifted instantly, casting a harsh, violent glow onto Emory’s face.
RED.
Deep, alert, blood-red.
Emory jolted back in his chair, his eyes widening. “Whoa.”
The quiet hum of the bank seemed to vanish. The red light was bright enough that it reflected off the marble counter, catching the attention of the people in line behind me.
Text began to cascade down Emory’s screen. I couldn’t see it from my angle, but I saw the reflection in his glasses. Fast. Scrolling code. Warnings.
ACCESS RESTRICTED. TIER 1 DESIGNATION. MILITARY ENCRYPTION DETECTED.
Emory’s hands hovered over the keyboard, shaking. “I… Ma’am, I can’t… the system just locked me out. It’s… it’s going into lockdown.”
“What did you do?” Dashel called out, stepping closer. He smelled blood in the water. “Did she break the machine, Emory? Insufficient funds so low it crashed the server?”
Emory didn’t answer him. He looked up at me, and for the first time, I saw genuine fear. “I need to get the manager. Right now.”
He scrambled out of his chair, knocking it backward into the wall with a loud clatter. He practically ran toward the back offices.
I stood there. Alone at the counter. The screen continued to pulse that ominous red.
The security guard had his hand on his radio now. “Control, we have a situation at Station Four.”
Dashel walked right up to the velvet rope, flanked by his assistants. He looked at the red glow, then at me. “What is that? Did you try to hack the system? Is that what this is? Some kind of scam?”
He laughed, but it sounded brittle. “You’re in trouble now, sweetheart. That’s a fraud alert if I’ve ever seen one.”
The door to the back office burst open.
Emory returned, but he wasn’t leading just anyone. He was trailing a woman who walked like she was marching into battle. Steel-gray suit, hair pulled back so tight it pulled her skin taut, eyes like flint.
Iris Tambour. Regional Manager.
She didn’t look at Dashel. She didn’t look at the line of wealthy patrons. She walked straight to the terminal, her eyes locked on the red screen.
She stopped. She read the scrolling text.
And then, all the color drained from her face.
It happened instantly. One moment she was the picture of corporate authority, and the next, she looked like she had seen a ghost.
She slowly raised her eyes to meet mine. Her hands were trembling as she reached for the keyboard.
“Ma’am,” Iris said, her voice shaking so badly it cracked. “I… I apologize. We didn’t know.”
Dashel scoffed. “Didn’t know what? That she’s broke?”
Iris ignored him. She typed in a code. A long one. “I need to verify clearance,” she whispered. “This is a Tier 1 Federal Hold. I’ve never seen… I’ve only heard about these.”
She hit Enter.
The red screen blinked. It turned white. Stark, blinding white.
And then the numbers appeared.
I watched Iris’s throat work as she swallowed. She read the lines of text that appeared below the balance.
DEPOSIT: $47,500 – SOURCE: CLASSIFIED OPERATION. DEPOSIT: $134,000 – SOURCE: REDACTED (ADMIRAL AUTHORIZATION). DEPOSIT: $250,000 – SOURCE: COMMENDATION TRANSFER.
“What is going on?” Dashel demanded, his voice rising. He hated being ignored. He hated not knowing. He stepped around the rope, encroaching on the teller space. “I want to know why this… person is holding up my transaction.”
Iris looked up from the screen. She looked at Dashel, then she looked at me. There was awe in her eyes. And terror.
“Mr. Ventress, please step back,” Iris said.
“Excuse me?”
“Step back,” she snapped, her voice finding a sudden, sharp edge. Then she turned to me. “Ma’am… the system has unlocked your profile. It’s displaying your call sign.”
I nodded. “I just need the balance.”
Iris looked at the screen again. She seemed unable to look away. “There is a message attached. A Presidential Unit Citation flag. And a name.”
She whispered the name.
“Revenant.”
Behind me, one of Dashel’s assistants dropped his tablet. It hit the marble floor with a sickening crack, but no one looked at it.
Dashel froze. “Revenant?” he repeated. “That’s… that’s a myth. That’s a message board rumor. A ghost story contractors tell each other.”
Iris finally turned the screen.
“The balance is available,” she said, her voice echoing in the silent bank. “$8.4 million.”
The silence that followed wasn’t just heavy. It was absolute.
PART 2
The number hung in the air like smoke after an airstrike. $8.4 million.
But it wasn’t the number that sucked the oxygen out of the room. It was the silence. It was the way Iris Tambour, a woman who likely managed portfolios for senators and oil tycoons, was looking at me. She wasn’t looking at a wealthy client. She was looking at a loaded gun sitting on her counter.
“Revenant,” Dashel whispered again. The word tasted strange in his mouth, foreign and sharp.
His assistant, the one with the tablet, was tapping furiously now. His face was pale, illuminated by the blue light of his screen. “Sir,” he hissed, his voice trembling. “I’m looking at the forums. Dark web mirrors. Defense contractor chatter. Revenant isn’t… Sir, they say she’s a myth. A Tier 1 operator. Ghost entry. Solo extractions.”
Dashel looked at the assistant, then back at me. The arrogance was cracking, revealing the terrified little man underneath. “What are you talking about?”
“Kandahar,” the assistant read, his eyes darting across the text. “2019. Four-man SEAL team pinned down. No air support. One operator went in. Extracted all four. Carried the medic three miles under mortar fire.” He looked up, his eyes wide. “They say she walked through a sandstorm and killed eight insurgents with a knife because she ran out of ammo.”
Iris looked down at her screen, her hands shaking so hard she had to grip the edge of the desk.
“There is a notation here,” she said, her voice barely audible. “A personal message flag. From United States Special Operations Command.”
“You don’t need to read that,” I said. My voice was calm, but inside, a trapdoor had opened. I didn’t want those words in this room. I didn’t want the ghosts of my friends floating around these marble pillars.
Iris hesitated. She looked at me, pleading. “Ma’am, I have to verify. The protocol requires…”
“Read it,” Dashel commanded, though his voice lacked its usual bite. “Read it.”
Iris clicked the mouse.
“Account Holder: LCDR W. Collier. Call Sign: REVENANT. Service records sealed under Title 10 Authority. Balance represents hazard compensation, operational bonuses, and survivor benefits.”
She paused, her breath hitching.
“We will never forget what you did in the Arghandab Valley. Thank you for bringing them home. — Admiral J. Harold.”
The silence that followed was heavy, suffocating. The air conditioner hummed, but it sounded like a roar.
Dashel took a step back. Then another. He looked at his Patek Philippe watch, then at his Italian shoes, and then at me—really looked at me—for the first time. He saw the frayed cardigan not as a sign of poverty, but as a costume. He saw the stillness in my body not as submission, but as discipline.
“I…” Dashel started. His throat clicked. “I didn’t know.”
I turned my body fully toward him. I didn’t square up—I didn’t need to—but I let my presence fill the space between us.
“You asked if I was in the right place,” I said softly.
Dashel flinched.
“I’ve been in a lot of places,” I continued, my voice steady, carrying to the back of the room where the woman in the Chanel glasses was now staring, mouth slightly open. “I’ve been in valleys where the heat melts the rubber off your boots. I’ve been in safe houses that smelled of rot and fear. I’ve been in places where the wrong decision means your best friend doesn’t get to see his daughter grow up.”
I took a slow breath. The smell of the bank—money and polish—felt cloying.
“This?” I gestured to the vaulted ceiling, the gold leaf, the marble. “This is easy. Standing in line is easy. Being polite is easy.”
Dashel’s face was the color of old ash. “I own three companies,” he stammered, clinging to the only metrics he understood. “I… I employ thousands of people.”
“And that’s fine,” I said. “But you thought my value was a number on a screen. You thought that because I didn’t look like you, I didn’t matter.”
I took a step closer. The security guard didn’t move to stop me. In fact, he had moved his hand away from his radio and was standing at attention, his back rigid.
“You don’t need to know who I am, Mr. Ventress,” I said. “You just needed to treat me like a human being. That shouldn’t cost eight million dollars.”
I turned back to the counter. Iris was still staring at me, tears brimming in her eyes. Emory, the young teller, looked like he wanted to hug me or run away, he couldn’t decide which.
“My balance is fine,” I said to Emory. “Thank you.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Emory whispered. “Thank you. For… everything.”
I reached out and took my card back. It felt heavy in my hand. I slipped it into my canvas bag, right next to the pepper spray.
I turned to leave.
The path to the door was wide open. The customers who had been sneering, the ones who had shifted away from me, were now parting like the Red Sea. They looked at the floor. They looked at the walls. They looked anywhere but at me. Shame is a powerful thing, almost as powerful as fear.
I walked past Dashel. He was frozen, his mouth opening and closing like a fish on a dock. His assistants were staring at the floor, wishing they could dissolve into the molecules of the carpet.
“Wait,” Dashel croaked.
I stopped. I didn’t turn around.
“I’m sorry,” he said. It sounded forced, strangled, but the fear behind it was real. “I didn’t… I didn’t know.”
I looked over my shoulder. “That’s the problem, Dashel. You shouldn’t have to know someone can kill you to treat them with respect.”
I kept walking.
As I reached the revolving doors, the security guard stepped forward. He was a big man, older, with the kind of eyes that had seen things he didn’t talk about at parties. He held the door open for me, bypassing the mechanism.
“Semper Fi, Ma’am,” he murmured.
I paused. I looked at the tie clip on his uniform—a small, gold globe and anchor.
“Hoo-yah,” I replied softly.
I stepped out into the sunlight. The door whooshed shut behind me, sealing the bank and its millions and its marble silence away.
The noise of the city crashed back in. Sirens. Honking. Voices.
I walked half a block before my hands started to shake.
It wasn’t fear. It wasn’t adrenaline. It was the crash. It was the weight of the “Revenant” mask slipping back into place. For ten minutes, I had been her again. The operator. The ghost. And God, I hated her. I hated her because she was better at existing than Ren Collier was.
I found a bench near a bus stop and sat down. I pulled my phone out.
My hands were trembling so much I almost dropped it. I opened a message thread labeled Echo Team.
The last message was from two weeks ago. Drinks next month? You buying?
I typed: Checked the balance. We’re good.
Three dots appeared instantly.
Ramirez: Holy hell. You actually walked into a bank? Did you kill anyone?
Me: Only with words. A billionaire in a gray suit.
Ramirez: Good kill. Marcus would have loved it.
I stared at the name. Marcus.
The screen blurred. I blinked hard. The $8.4 million wasn’t a lottery win. It was blood money. It was hazard pay for missions that didn’t exist. It was the life insurance payout for Marcus, who had bled out in my arms in a cave in the Hindu Kush while telling me a joke about a penguin. It was the payout for Sarah, who had stepped on an IED so the rest of us could clear the breach.
The money was the price the government put on our souls. And I was the only one left to spend it.
PART 3
The apartment was exactly as I had left it, but it felt smaller now.
I locked the door—deadbolt, chain, floor latch—and leaned my forehead against the cool wood. The encounter at the bank had rattled the cage. The memories were awake.
I walked to the dresser and picked up the picture frame I always kept face down. I turned it over.
Six of us. Dust-covered, grinning, standing in front of a battered Humvee. The sun was blinding in the photo, washing us all out, making us look like spirits even then.
I touched Marcus’s face. He was laughing in the picture, his arm thrown around my neck.
“I told them,” I whispered to the empty room. “I told them I was just checking the balance.”
I changed out of the cardigan. I put on running clothes—utilitarian, dark. I needed to move. I needed to burn the energy that was coiling in my muscles.
I ran for an hour. I ran until my lungs burned and my legs felt like lead. I ran through the park, dodging tourists and strollers, my mind replaying the loop of the Arghandab Valley. The heat. The noise. The silence after.
When I finally slowed to a walk, I found myself three blocks from my apartment, in front of a squat brick building with a faded sign: VETERANS OUTREACH CENTER – KANDAHAR CHAPTER.
It wasn’t much. A converted storefront with flickering fluorescent lights and mismatched furniture. But it was real.
I pushed the door open.
The smell hit me instantly—stale coffee, floor wax, and unspoken trauma. Hector Ruiz was behind the desk, sorting through a pile of donated coats. He looked up, his eyes crinkling at the corners.
“Ren,” he said. “You’re late. Coffee’s been burning for three hours.”
“Ideally, coffee should be a liquid, Hector. Not a solid.”
He laughed. It was a good sound. “Rough day?”
“Interesting day,” I corrected. I walked over to the coffee pot and poured a cup of the black sludge. “Went to the bank.”
Hector paused. He knew about the account. Not the amount, but he knew I avoided it. “And?”
“And I met a man who thought his suit made him a king.”
Hector snorted. “Plenty of those. Did you correct him?”
“I think the federal government corrected him for me.”
I sat down at one of the plastic tables. The center was quiet today. Just old Mr. Henderson in the corner, reading a newspaper with a magnifying glass, and a young kid—maybe twenty-two—staring at the wall, his leg bouncing in a restless rhythm.
I watched the kid. I knew that bounce. That was the bounce of someone waiting for the mortar siren.
“Hey,” I said to the kid.
He snapped his head toward me. Eyes wide. Feral.
“Easy,” I said, keeping my voice low. “You’re in Brooklyn. Floor is solid. Roof is clear.”
The kid blinked. He took a deep breath, then another. “Yeah. Yeah, I know.”
“I’m Ren.”
“Jason. Marines. Helmand.”
“Navy. Everywhere.”
He cracked a small, grim smile. “Everywhere sucks.”
“Yeah. It does.”
I drank my terrible coffee. This was where the money belonged. Not in a marble vault, but here. Heating bills. Therapy sessions. Job training. I thought about the $8.4 million. I could keep this place open for a century. I could fix the roof. I could buy Jason a suit for interviews that didn’t make him look like he was playing dress-up.
I pulled out my phone.
Incoming Message: COMMANDER OAKS.
My stomach dropped. Commander Lydia Oaks didn’t text to say hello. She was the handler. The architect. The voice in the earpiece.
Oaks: Need to talk. Not urgent, but soon. You available?
I stared at the text.
The bank. The “Revenant” flag. The sudden reminder of who I was. It wasn’t a coincidence. The universe has a funny way of calling you back just when you think you’ve escaped.
I looked at Jason, still bouncing his leg. I looked at Hector, who was tirelessly folding coats for men who had been forgotten by the country they fought for.
I could ignore the text. I had the money. I could disappear. I could move to a cabin in Montana and never hear the word “deployment” again.
But that wasn’t how it worked. You don’t retire from being who you are. The money didn’t change the coordinates on my wrist. It just made the waiting easier.
I typed back: Available. Tomorrow. 1400.
Oaks: See you then.
I put the phone down.
“You okay?” Hector asked. He had stopped folding coats.
“Yeah,” I said. “Just… maintenance.”
I stood up. “Hector, I’m going to make a donation to the center. A big one.”
He frowned. “Ren, you don’t have to—”
“I checked the balance, Hector. It’s too much for one person. It’s too much for one ghost.”
He studied me, reading the lines in my face that the civilian world couldn’t see. He nodded slowly. “We’ll put it to good use.”
“I know.”
I walked home as the sun began to set. The city was turning gold and purple, the shadows stretching long across the pavement.
Back in my apartment, I didn’t turn on the lights. I stood by the window, looking down at the street. People were rushing home to dinner, to families, to Netflix and arguments and mundane, beautiful problems.
They didn’t know about Revenant. They didn’t know about the woman in the gray cardigan who could dismantle a terror cell or collapse an economy or simply stand in line at a bank and terrify a billionaire.
And they shouldn’t know. That was the deal.
We carry the weight so they don’t have to. We walk into the fire so they can stay warm.
I looked at the picture frame on the dresser. Marcus was still smiling.
“I’m not done,” I whispered to him. “I thought I was. But I’m not.”
The $8.4 million wasn’t an exit strategy. It was fuel.
My phone buzzed again. Ramirez.
Ramirez: You going to see Oaks?
Me: Yeah.
Ramirez: Figured. We never really leave, do we?
Me: Not until the job is done.
I touched the coordinates on my wrist. The ink felt warm under my skin.
I wasn’t just Ren Collier, the woman with the chipped mug and the instant coffee. And I wasn’t just Revenant, the ghost story that scared defense contractors.
I was the balance between them.
I went to the kitchen and washed the mug. I set it on the drying rack. Tomorrow, I would meet Oaks. Tomorrow, I would likely sign up for something that would hurt.
But tonight, the rent was paid. The center was funded. And Dashel Ventress was probably staring at his ceiling, wondering how he had missed the predator standing right in front of him.
I smiled. A small, sharp thing.
Some accounts can never be closed. Some debts are paid in blood. And some of us are just here to make sure the math adds up.
I turned off the light and let the darkness take the room. I was ready.
